For in the end, all that would remain are questions you force yourself to believe have been answered. But not really.
All there is to see would be your smile you force to pull far sideways.
All there is to hear would be your laugh that would never last, unless painstakingly.
All there is to realize now is that you must keep going, whether you run, you walk, or you crawl, no matter how shattered.
Because all you have is a one-way ticket you must waste not.
So, my friend, keep moving. Move on. It’s the sanest, most reasonable choice you could make. Forget about everything else, save yourself. Just yourself. For in one time or another, you have to be selfish to be selfless to yourself.
But all you have are questions you force yourself to believe have been answered. Leave them be, you don’t have to answer them all, save two: What do I need? What do I want?
Think of just yourself. It’s how you move on, even if it feels almost impossible or unbearable. You’ve got to save your sanity because it’s the only thing that matters in the end, after a long way through a consciously-tolerated stupidity. And in the end, it’s sanity you’ll need to pull yourself back together and give yourself what you deserve.
It’ okay. Take your time, and let time take its toll. After all, moving on just too quickly is a drama not worth celebrating. 🙂